braver

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One day I will be braver

I will gather the courage within me like sunshine submerged in the heart of small growing green things

and let it flow out from me

 

It will guide my footsteps to a steadier, brighter future

than my current platitudes 

 

One day I will be braver

and I will sing the song I've been humming all these years

maybe with a dance for accompaniment's sake

 

Letting me breathe for the first time in years

a peachy tint to my lungs and my tongue and my lips

 

One day I will be braver

and I will open a funny little door

and poke my head out, bird like, chick like

so I can see the sun and smile at its grace.  

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